Relationship

I can't take this relationship anymore. Why do i always have to create some kind of fight before he actually pays attention?

I am so sick of staring at my laptop waiting for him to start writing a message...and anticipating what is he gonna write.

I mean seriously. I am a medical student, and have so much to do..and I am staring at the laptop waiting for someone to reply me. How pathetic can I be?

And I have to endure and go out breakfast with his brother mom blah blah blah when he doesn't even bother to suggest to eat with my parents to fix things up with my mom

And the problem is, I don't even feel terribly upset about it right now. Just a bit sad. I am leaving this relationship. No matter how alone I will be