In love

After so long, I'm still so in love and still hoping for a miracle. Something that would happen and everyone would be happy

When it's a relationship that only you want, you'll have to sacrifice everything, including your own personal feeling due to fear of the person leaving you. It's like, any wrong personal opinion that u say, would made that person upset, shut you off, and then, you'll be the one who says sorry even though no matter how rationally you think about it, it doesn't seem like your fault. In fact, you end up not even having the right to cry as it spoils the time u have together. Wipe your tears alone, be brave and go ask the person to come bk

wish

I wish. One day you'll stop putting the blame on me stop saying that you'd given me the chance to move on at least show me u at least have a heart and say, I was the one who came up to you and brought you flying high and then drop you and went away. yes i agreed to fly. so it's my fault? sure i knew what your real intention was. but if i were to even bring that up you'd scream. self pity? i wonder what caused me to have that. oh yeah it's just me, not you you don't wanna say anything that makes me sad? telling me how happy you r right now would just break my heart. who knows, maybe after hearing it a million times, my heart would be broken beyond repair. then it'll be too broken to love.

if this is how you're gonna punish me i guess im just so wrong about you you could be just so hard on me do you punish everyone that way or is it just me? how u want me to fix this? disappear? disappear right now is that what you want?