When it's a relationship that only you want, you'll have to sacrifice everything, including your own personal feeling due to fear of the person leaving you. It's like, any wrong personal opinion that u say, would made that person upset, shut you off, and then, you'll be the one who says sorry even though no matter how rationally you think about it, it doesn't seem like your fault. In fact, you end up not even having the right to cry as it spoils the time u have together. Wipe your tears alone, be brave and go ask the person to come bk