You think you are falling in love?
Seriously?
Sigh. Why do all these guys just know the right thing to say just to make your heart stop?
Just remember.
Please protect my heart
Don't let it break into pieces after you've made me fall in love with you
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Weird people
My house mate is asking about the smell that's coming from my room again
i lent him the perfumes that I have to show him
but it wasn't it
Am getting a bit freaked out
i lent him the perfumes that I have to show him
but it wasn't it
Am getting a bit freaked out
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Friday, April 11, 2014
Despite all the pain he's given me, somehow, talking to him today again makes me remember why i liked him in the first place
Why can't i do what i'm supposed to do?
i am supposed to study but am playing candy crush and watching movies
Am supposed to be NOT CLINGY and NOT desperate
but somehow, i became that crazy woman.
when am i going to learn my lesson
today i found out something honest
and to be honest, I was relieved
and it was funny.
thinking about all the torments i put myself through
why the hell did i waste so much time?
seriously. its funny now that i think about it
Just glad to be friends now. gained so much insight.
And i honestly, don't have that kind of energy in me to hate anyone. Despite how badly I was treated.
Trust me, I know how bad it was.
I just took it as, a learning experience. Meeting the bad guys, then you'll know who the good guys are
Then again. Why do i fall for the bad ones?
I know. The thrill of him doing something nice or saying something nice, which is out of the ordinary for him
Why can't i do what i'm supposed to do?
i am supposed to study but am playing candy crush and watching movies
Am supposed to be NOT CLINGY and NOT desperate
but somehow, i became that crazy woman.
when am i going to learn my lesson
today i found out something honest
and to be honest, I was relieved
and it was funny.
thinking about all the torments i put myself through
why the hell did i waste so much time?
seriously. its funny now that i think about it
Just glad to be friends now. gained so much insight.
And i honestly, don't have that kind of energy in me to hate anyone. Despite how badly I was treated.
Trust me, I know how bad it was.
I just took it as, a learning experience. Meeting the bad guys, then you'll know who the good guys are
Then again. Why do i fall for the bad ones?
I know. The thrill of him doing something nice or saying something nice, which is out of the ordinary for him
Emotions
I have realised,
how much my own emotions have caused me unnecessary pain, tears
It is best to be emotionally distant
That's when Im more in control of when will I be happy.
Amazing
how much my own emotions have caused me unnecessary pain, tears
It is best to be emotionally distant
That's when Im more in control of when will I be happy.
Amazing
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