Friday, January 9, 2009

Not doing anything





Have you ever felt that you have so much to do and you do not know what to do first? At the end of it, you did nothing. It seem to be like a bug and i have been bitten twice. God. I have 2 case summaries, 1 report, had to finish studying the weekly learning issues, tbls, and i have not even fulfilled the requirement of reading 25 pages of davidson's a day. Not a single day of Internal medicine that i finished my 'to-do' list. it's becoming a not-to-do list currently.

Anyway, back to my blog. I have been so occupied these months and I have only realized that it was before EOS 5 i actually blogged about some rubbish. A quick update on what happened in the last few months of last year

September 2008- Passed EOS 5, Passed USMLE Step 1(was very, very relieved, unfortunately it wasn't a good score Y_Y) Start a new life in Seremban with Family medicine posting. Love Clinical school. Went to Pangkor- the sunset is just simply amazing.


October 2008- Didn't do well in Family Medicine posting. Enjoyed being independent and learnt to cook a bit. Started Surgical posting. Love it very very very very much. Want to be a surgeon more than ever.
November 2008- Enjoying the surgical posting.
December 2008- End of posting exams. Went to Singapore after Christmas for chinese new year shopping. Enjoyed the beautiful christmas deco in Orchard road. Started medical posting feeling a bit worried.

January 2009- The New Year. New Year resolutions, new year holiday, new year new life.
I don't feel so excited about new year anymore. Why? Is it because im getting older?

I'm ending this abruptly.