Exams

I am WAY, WAY awake and freakin hungry right now. At 4 am. I will have to be in the Uni in 8 hours. And I am totally NOT sleepy. Thanks to my 2 cups of coffee(YUMMY) just now.

I know I am going to regret this. I did not appreciate the brains given to me. I definitely did not study as hard and smart as my other friends. I am always watching movies before the exams.

Karma please don't come tomorrow. I have been wasting time these days DREAMING about Manhattan. I just forgotten one teeny weeny detail. If I do not pass the exam today and the day after, it is bye-bye New York, bye bye united states.

So, tell me. Why am I typing and not picking up my book to read till I sleep?

Why am I craving for the warm scones with preserved jam and pure cream from DElicious?

Why am I thinking about doing yoga and the fact I haven't done it for 2 days?

I am thinking about every single damn thing in the world except my exam.

Hum di- dum. I realised I haven't finish the story below. Will be continued after the exams I supposed.

A little story of a girl who has dog phobia

I was in the kitchen playing with the children. It was really boring.. I was looking out the window hoping to go out and have a good run and meet with my other friends..

Suddenly the bell rang! I saw granny walking out to the door and opening the electric gate. A girl came in holding a big parcel.. I wondered was it dog food for me, YUMMY! then again, on second thought, it couldn't be. But I have a mission. The moment the grilled door is open, I would jump and run out and hunt for foxes, after all , that's what my breed does, and I have to continue the tradition!

The girl looks afraid though. She looks back and forth at me and the granny. She told the granny, "is that dog gonna come out and bite me??" Unfortunately for her but fortunately for me, the granny did not hear what she said at all thanks to her excitement of receiving the parcel.

I watched the key being turned, i know the door is going to be opened soon...my heart is beating slightly faster, my back leg muscles are already aching for a good run...

to be continued....

Happiness before the up coming finals

Am currently studying..very slowly. I haven't completed so many things. I have been just relaxing and studying very slowly throughout the 5 days in seremban. Thank god my good friend, C studied a while with me everyday. Buck me up at stuff.

Anyway, for the happiness I have been feeling for 2 days now

I HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED FOR MY CLINICAL ELECTIVES IN THE STATES!

WOOHOO.

The moment I saw the email. I JUMPED and SHOUTED in my Seremban room at 6 am in the morning(I was about to go to bed at that time, thanks to my 3pm- 7 am study schedule)

I will be going to Mount Sinai School of Medicine for Peds Urology, and Kidney and Pancreas Surgery. I am so so so so happy.

Of course, now I'll have to go settle all the visas and stuff. Hopefully that won't hinder me from going to the States.

Immediately i sent an SMS to my parents and also an offline message to cody.

US here I come! I'm seriously freakin scared of the cold.. And thinking bout the Step 2 CS exam seriously makes me shiver. Thinking about the amount of money makes me stressed! 2 months without violin classes will make me broke.. but think about Manhattan, New York City... Sex and the City.. gosh i really can't wait

Back to reality. I wanted to go climbing and yoga today but I have been so slow at my studying and getting distracted again by fb. SIGH. hate my discpline.

Oh and I failed my Obs MCQ. Y_Y. I didn't do as well as I thought for my Clinical Exam Y_Y . My first official fail in clinical school. SIGH. I should learn my lesson and study now

Oversensitive

I think i gave 3 person a near heart attack today for not wearing any makeup. Heart attack was showed via non verbal communication from the facial expression of shocked, and my favourite big eyed expression.

I am grateful for what I have but my hypocrite self today think if I should undergo a plastic surgery

Self Reflection

I had a big fight with dad in the car today.

It all started because of a very, very incredibly petty issue. All just because some car parked very, very near him.

dad became angry and show all sorts of movement with his hands to the car at the back.

the result? surely the passengers in the car would be angry as well.

And from there, all sorts of hurtful things were said.

I know I am at the wrong for raising my voice at my father. But I do not want my dad to get angry over a very small insignificant issue.

It's an unfair world, but does that mean that whatever ill-treatment that was acted on to us had to be inflicted to another person by us to be fair?

Why do we have to put ourself in the wrong because of another person's wrong?

On second thought, I have put myself in the wrong by raising my voice at my father just because I want him to understand. I realise what a hypocrite I am.

I also realise day by day I am becoming more and more like my dad. Getting angry over petty issues, being impatient, and perhaps even condescending to other people unknowingly.

Please do tell me if I possess any of these traits above so I can correct it.

Birthdays...

De Jun's Birthday and Wen Leong's birthday.. just let the photos speak for themselves...