In an ideal world.
the perfect parents. perfect primary school. perfect secondary school. perfect grades.
go to college. meet the love of your life. graduate. start working. start a family.
the perfect world didn't actually seem that hard to achieve.
but it ain't so perfect after all.
u may not have perfect grades. u might break up badly with your college love life. u might not get a job. u might get married start a family. someone screws up and breaks the family apart. or someone screws up but kept it a secret
sigh. why start a family if something like that would happen? Hate being female. hate to be so vulnerable being pregnant, breastfeeding and worrying if he cheats. which apparently almost every man does.
even worse. husband and wife totally devoted to each other but somehow, one person gets sick and faces a life threatening illness. devastating
all these starts from greed, love and lust.
I am such a pessimist now!
I no longer feel like I want to be married and feel insecure all the time.
Then again, if u can't give emotional security to a person you have swore to god you will love and marry. Then don't.
I think when a woman feels insecure, it's not just her own fault and that her hormones are raging. It's the couple as a pair at fault.
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