This feeling.. Hopefully it'll go away. Before it completely shatters my self confidence. It is reducing day by day. And I am allowing myself to be treated like this because I am blinded.
Please show me the way.
I think it is a test. To test my endurance, and mental and emotional capability to accept whatever shit I get and still smile and love. Maybe it is a preparation for me. To cope with knowing that the most important person to me couldn't care less about what happens to me. Or isn't able to care. Or whatever.
Crying to sleep seem to be the way to fall asleep these days.
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Take care
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