undecisive

i can't decide about bandung

i can't decide about which room to get

I'm feeling nervous about my decision to accept the offer

i'm feeling nervous about my mrcs part b results

fuck it

I did it again

i did the break up thing again :(

and turned it all over again

sigh

all he replied was a sweet message saying enjoying a few secs of wifi to send a bisou from Makassar, night bus booked for Toraja departing soon, bisons :-)

sigh

after all my ranting

I am happy he replied

But I am not happy that he ignored my discussion

Do i really want to invite this man to my life?

before i embark on the lifelong journey of becoming a surgeon?

R really did gave me a perspective. She told me he's being selfish. I realise how right she is

1036pm

when am i gonna stop feeling sorry for myself

why did u ask me to be your gf when you have absolutely no time for a relationship?

i am so sad :'(

the happiness was short

still sad

it's 10.16 pm
still nothing
i said good night

i am so sad

And i can't even cry

why didn't you try harder to see me?

:'(

what happened to my baby

what happened to him?

sad

He asked if Im still enjoying siem reap!

strange how a simple text fr him could cheer me up

he texted me first!

but.. i was kept on a waiting list to meet him today

it is 910 pm and he still hadn't asked me

I'm sad i can't see him today:'(

maybe he really does have a new gf
:(

pretty pretty please

i just realised i violated a rule for a good gf :(

i wish this time it'll  work out.. trying hard not to text...

Stop texting!

I seriously need to stop texting and pay more attention at work
stop complaining


Dear blog... i'll only complain to you and no one else. No one wants to listen to my stupid stories