Relationship

Why did it only last two weeks ?

:'(

Why am I so impatient ?

Why can't I be a bit more chilled ?

Seriously

Chill out

Get a life

Huh?

You think you are falling in love?

Seriously?

Sigh. Why do all these guys just know the right thing to say just to make your heart stop?

Just remember.

Please protect my heart

Don't let it break into pieces after you've made me fall in love with you

Weird people

My house mate is asking about the smell that's coming from my room again

i lent him the perfumes that I have to show him

but it wasn't it

Am getting a bit freaked out

Strength

Give me strength and luck for the exam.

And the wisdom

Sigh

Crap.

Think I fell for him again

remember the positive things

what he told me again?
focus on the goal
achieve it

it's that simple

Despite all the pain he's given me, somehow, talking to him today again makes me remember why i liked him in the first place

Why can't i do what i'm supposed to do?

i am supposed to study but am playing candy crush and watching movies

Am supposed to be NOT CLINGY and NOT desperate

but somehow, i became that crazy woman.

when am i going to learn my lesson

today i found out something honest

and to be honest, I was relieved

and it was funny.

thinking about all the torments i put myself through

why the hell did i waste so much time?

seriously. its funny now that i think about it

Just glad to be friends now. gained so much insight.

And i honestly, don't have that kind of energy in me to hate anyone. Despite how badly I was treated.

Trust me, I know how bad it was.

I just took it as, a learning experience. Meeting the bad guys, then you'll know who the good guys are

Then again. Why do i fall for the bad ones?

I know. The thrill of him doing something nice or saying something nice, which is out of the ordinary for him