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I think, Lingwei, it's time to wake up

You will never be worth it

No one's gonna do that for you. So.. just wake up

How badly you need to get hurt before you will realize?

the heart has been burnt, shred and broken into pieces.

Just stand up again with the broken heart.

please...

take... the pain away and let me sleep

please.. take the tears away and let me sleep

please... I don't have mental strength to remove these thought from my brain.. help me please.please

do not call..

Will tonight be the night to happen?

It's the birthday after all right?

Please don't shred my heart into pieces :'(.

Is it worth it?

Is a 2 hour of pure happiness worth the longing, the pain and the crying ? Tonight I am the one alone and crying at home by myself.

I wish, someone could take the pain away. I wish, someone would dry my tears.

Is it because I have been always lucky, that this time around I have to feel this way to pay back?

Maybe what I did is so wrong, and I deserve to feel this way.

I am scared and having palpitations now

How could I be so stupid?

And how could anyone barge into another person's personal life and check someone else's phone?

Heart over the mind or Mind over the heart

I know what I should do but I can't bring myself to do it.

I know continuing this would destroy a lot of hearts including mine but the sweetness of the current situation is just too irresistible.

I know, I shouldn't think too much. But every time my conscience kicks back, the guilt is just too strong.

Will you continue indulging in the chocolate when you know you'll be obese if you continue eating them. However the taste of it in your mouth is just so good that you don't know how is it gonna be possible cutting it out of your life.

I still want the chocolate :'(

I slept crying and woke up crying.

No matter how much a person did to show you how much they love you, if at some point you are just not the number 1 person in their heart it just doesn't matter I think.

My parents have always tried putting me at their number 1. And I do appreciate that.

Why am I so in love with someone who could let me feel this way? Who could let me hurt so much?

I want to love someone, who would do anything in the world, anything at all, and everything he can to stop me from feeling this way. Have some courage to fight for me. Sigh. My head hurts.