Dear Mr Reader of my Blog

Today I reopened a topic that we have discussed previously. But sad to say you didn't respond much. Thought perhaps you were busy or in a bad mood. But again you returned the comment by saying I'm also in a bad mood. Sigh. That's that. That'll never change. You reciprocating my statement and use it back against me

I just wonder if you see my point of view at times. Or put yourself in my shoes. Because I do.

For some reason yesterday you didn't reply my okay. And I fell asleep. I woke up at 215 am noticing no reply from you after 4 hours. Perhaps you were at a dinner meeting. Maybe finally for once my insecurities are gone.

But i flooded you with messages. I wished am confident to know you'll definitely call me to wake me.. sadly am scared you won't.

If i don't whatsapp you again after you not replying the okay will you still text me? I don't feel so confident about that. Scared you'll leave me.

:'(.

Dear Mr Reader of my blog

Dear Mr Reader

Thank you so much for wanting to know my deepest thoughts every day

Thank you for telling me your deepest thoughts every day

Thank you for loving me

I can't wait for our future together and am looking forward to our journey towards it

xoxoxo

Apologize

what else can i say apart from apologising?

i've heard your point of view

did you hear mine?

doesnt' matter what I feel then

it's my fault no matter what

apparently it's okay for you to be angry with me

but not okay for me to be angry with you

but nvm

is okay

my fault anyway

sorry

Blissful..

Every time, after we recovered from a fight ..

I love you even more

And trust you more and more

Love

I just love him too much

I don't wanna lose him

Perhaps i should just keep quiet even though am hurt

Don't create unnecessary argument

Remain silent

Perhaps sometimes it's best to just not say i am hurt

and just keep quiet

and suck it up

Best sushis

best sushis r apparently in south africa

:(

when is the ache gonna go away every time i hear that?

wish i stop being so sensitive all the time

what's wrong with mentioning south africa anyway?

:'(

the biltong, the girl, the sushi, the place