Hum-di-dum

about 7 hours before my Paeds exam tomorrow.... I am procrastinating... not studying.....SIEN

am just looking at my laptop, waiting for something to happen. drinking my coffee...

Crapping and rambling

thinking about my to-do list

scheduling a time to do it( but always fail to achieve)

I kept thinking about home in KL

Thinking about friday night- hopefully arrive kl by 3, get the theory certificate for my student,

maybe study a bit, ah no have to complete the research

dinner

Leo club potluck - congrats to all who have won the awards

Complete research

thinking about saturday

wake at 9, pedi with swarna( i sooooo can't wait) probably shop a while have lunch and then shop again

english class at 5( got money again yay!)

Climbing at 7

Yoga at 7.30

Yamcha meet up with high school friends at 10

thinking about Sunday
8.30 violin student 1

9.30 violin student 2

between- buy all the books i need and all the daily needs

2- violin student 3

dunno what will happen to violin student 4, still waiting for his mom to tell me the time

supposed to study internal med and orthopaedics

6- father's day dinner!

9- go home to seremban, study again

Vow that I can deliver as many babies as I can... I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Day 7

What is the verdict?

Day 1- Late. arrived hospital at 8.30 am

Day 2- Woke up at 11. Late for everything

Day 3- Woke up at 8.30

Day 4- Woke up at 7.30 thanks to CL. Got to hospital by 8.15

Day 5- Woke up at 11.

Day 6- Woke up at 11.

Day 7- Woke up at 12.45. WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

the score is 3/7. And it's not even a full 3.

What the hell is wrong with me?

I have to try to LOVE waking up early. Just like how i LOVE jogging and yoga. HELP

SHOPPING

I wanna go shopping. I can't remember what was the last shirt or dress or top i bought. i wanna shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop.

DUN WANNA STUDY! let's hope karma dun come now

will explain the karma story another time.. continue window shopping through the web

Day 6

First I woke up with my phone alarm. snoozed it. many times

then my big alarm clock rang. off it

then at 7.30 C L woke me. made me on my room lights. I promised her i have awaken.

close the door locked it went back to bed.

bout 10 minutes later. k called me and said time to wake up(i think?) i assured him that i am awake and that c l has woke me

went back to sleep and woke at 11am

shoot me now. SIGH

jogging

I went jogging but i didn't feel happier. what happened to all my endorphins?

What I deserve

Actually, to come and think of it, I have a lot of things that I don't deserve.

I don't deserve to be the conductor of my school band so many times. and probably many other things in the past that i don't realise

I hate myself

I hate myself for being such a small petty idiot