Day 2

Have obviously miserably failed on the mission.

Woke up at 11.

Late for everything, a miserable train wreck

Research

I am OVERJOYED!!!!

there's a significant improvement in members participating in the wiki group. p value is less than 0.05 and there's no improvement in members doing self study, p value is more than 0.050. Can you believe it??????

Initially when D J was helping me with the results, I weren't sure even though the p value is obviously significant. I was quite reluctant to believe. 

Later, thanks to Dr. LNM.. he helped determining if the value that was generated is genuine. And he said,  you are one lucky person. I am over over , OVERJOYED!!!! the research is significant..!! I am so happy that i smiled all the way back from seremban to kepong. Not even bothered about my left eye pain. I am too happy to study for paeds exam next fri. wanna complete the results and show prof. SK YAYYYYYYYYY!!!

Dislikes

I hate people who make suggestions that they themselves can't fulfill.

Hate people who says they'll buy something and then forget about it. Why does people need constant reminder?

Hate it when people say, you should do this this this. I mean, I didn't even ask for the opinion. I'm like, huh, I will make my own decisions, Can you do it? Mind your own business lah. and trust me, I do ask for opinions and respect those who can give me constructive critism without worrying whether they'll hurt me or not. and I can take those opinions. Just hate it when I already have something I wanna do in mind and someone who hasn't have any experience just butt in and open their big mouth. HATE THAT!

Day 1

Awake. Late. My left eye hurts. Crap

Caffeine?

This is what happens when I take coffee at 1 am.

I am still not sleepy(could be due to the fact that i slept 12 hours the previous night)

I am supposed to my day 1 of waking up early today morning- seems that it's going to fail miserably

I am wide awake but have 0 interest in studying, 0 interest in reviewing my US application, -1 interest in starting my case summaries, 

I don't even care about my paeds exam next friday

Scold me. Screw me.

Waking up early..

Again today I failed to get up to go to the ward. I am disappointed in myself. Really. i guess i have mentioned this. 

I have checked a few sites that seem to have really good solutions that i hadn't come up with. 

Okay. starting tomorrow, armed with new loud alarm clock installed on computer, I have also decided that I will blog at 7 am every morning. Is it ridiculous? I hope not. ok. I will rise at 6.30, go for a run, then blog at 7, then prepare to go to the wards. Hope it works.

Waking up

I am now currently in the library. I am gonna menyusahkan all my friends for my inability to do something very trivial and simple which is getting up in the morning.

Why did this happen to me? I am purely lazy. I hate myself for being dependent on my friends and at the mercy of them.

My discipline is bad

I haven't study so many things.

What am I supposed to do? Help